Just an informal way to start a new post to my rusty blog.
Yes hello guys, a very crucial period has come.
To be honest, i have not done any revision. How am i going to scrap through the papers? I can personally tell you i am worried. But too late for myself. Tomorrow is already my first paper, English language. Next week is already my worst subject, Chinese oral. Yes i know, having to say this i should not be worried at all because i deserve it. A lot of mini competitions after we get back our results and i have a negative feeling about my small paper which i am going to receive after my examinations.
So, why didn't i study? That's a good question. What was i doing at home when i was free?
Right now guys. I am or was a computer addict. I am a perfect example of a computer addict,
being so intoxicated into computer gaming that i neglected my studies and moved ahead to virtual life, a world of my own.
Well, i came into conclusion last night.
Recently, i had visited the Simei ITE and i thought that it i didn't really like it personally. No hard feelings but my goal was set to Polytechnic. And then, i thought again, have i studied hard enough? Weird questions started bombarding me as i stared hard into the dark blank space with the cars headlights knocking on my window.
My heart felt uneasy as teachers, parents and related ones started picturing in my head. "Hey, my son is in this school.. his grades are wonderful, how about you?", "Ah, your son what stream again ah?", "My daughter scored all A's for her subjects! i am very proud of her! So how many A's your son scored!?", "Son, i see that hope in you amongst your brothers. Do not let me down and show your brothers that you can do better."
All these kept tearing every muscle in my heart.
I just want to end with a cookie for my blog.
"We have only one life, one chance to make it right. We have many paths, each leading to ones respective goals, be it good or bad. Do we give up and turn to the other viable routes or do we continue the path we chose. Before we turn on our backs, just one simple question, have we ever thought what consequences, setbacks and obstacles we will meet? Have you ever done that?"
Yes hello guys, a very crucial period has come.
To be honest, i have not done any revision. How am i going to scrap through the papers? I can personally tell you i am worried. But too late for myself. Tomorrow is already my first paper, English language. Next week is already my worst subject, Chinese oral. Yes i know, having to say this i should not be worried at all because i deserve it. A lot of mini competitions after we get back our results and i have a negative feeling about my small paper which i am going to receive after my examinations.
So, why didn't i study? That's a good question. What was i doing at home when i was free?
Right now guys. I am or was a computer addict. I am a perfect example of a computer addict,
being so intoxicated into computer gaming that i neglected my studies and moved ahead to virtual life, a world of my own.
Well, i came into conclusion last night.
Recently, i had visited the Simei ITE and i thought that it i didn't really like it personally. No hard feelings but my goal was set to Polytechnic. And then, i thought again, have i studied hard enough? Weird questions started bombarding me as i stared hard into the dark blank space with the cars headlights knocking on my window.
My heart felt uneasy as teachers, parents and related ones started picturing in my head. "Hey, my son is in this school.. his grades are wonderful, how about you?", "Ah, your son what stream again ah?", "My daughter scored all A's for her subjects! i am very proud of her! So how many A's your son scored!?", "Son, i see that hope in you amongst your brothers. Do not let me down and show your brothers that you can do better."
All these kept tearing every muscle in my heart.
I just want to end with a cookie for my blog.
"We have only one life, one chance to make it right. We have many paths, each leading to ones respective goals, be it good or bad. Do we give up and turn to the other viable routes or do we continue the path we chose. Before we turn on our backs, just one simple question, have we ever thought what consequences, setbacks and obstacles we will meet? Have you ever done that?"
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